You have lived your life these many long years in service to others and God. Now, you’re learning to ask, “What do I want,” along with the familiar, “What should I do?” You are experimenting with putting the shoulds in perspective, with exploring yourself and your world, learning ask for what you weren’t even aware you needed. Or wanted. Some of your steps give pain; let it be the healing sort. May your walk be a long and satisfying one. I’m in it for the long haul and await what’s next.
Lord, heal and save.
