Publicly Committing Acts of Wanton Optimism

February 13, 2011

I planted seeds today.  Outside.  In two of my three gardens.  It’s not even March yet.  It’s barely the middle of February, a fact my inner sense of what’s done and not in a garden can hardly reconcile with today’s 50 degree temperature.  Planting seeds in a February garden is a gamble (it may get bitterly cold again, it may snow some more), but honestly, hardly.  The packets of radish, spinach, and sugar snap peas each cost a couple bucks and I didn’t even plant half the radish or spinach seeds.  At most I put $4 on the line today, a tiny scrap of value next to the thrill of being outside again with my hands in good, rich garden soil, pulling weeds, agitating soil, making furrows, dropping in seeds, covering them up; setting the stage once again for new life.

Seeds planted in furrows (in Jones) before being covered with soil

And besides, the instructions on the back of each seed packet said very clearly to plant “as soon as the ground can be worked.”  Today I easily worked the crumbly, black soil.  So what was I waiting for?  Continue reading

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My Life’s Warp and Woof

I have an energy and optimism I haven’t had in a very long time.  I’ve both gained and re-gained something: renewed verve, an opened eye, a loosened tongue.  I trust my view and my voice.  I am bringing many threads, old and new, together now into this loom, my life’s warp and woof.  They’ve been separate or tangled for a long time but now I’m weaving them into a colorful pattern, a grand, intricate blanket that turns out to be my favorite color and weight and size.  Until a few months ago I couldn’t tell you what that would look like but now that I see this remarkable cloth I recognize it and know if for what it is: who I am and what I’m made to do.

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Two Jerusalems

(Undated, likely fall of 2004)

…but from which part of Jerusalem?  Every day I witness the different Jerusalems that exist here in this one place, cozied together, pressed onto and into this hilly bit of rock and desert which itself is pressed into a New Jersey-sized hunk of rock and desert along the Mediterranean.  I’m sitting here now in what I fondly call Hebrew Land, a complete and thoroughly Israeli Jewish middle to upper middle class neighborhood about 10 to 15 minutes west of the Old City.  I’ll tell you more about it later.  For now I want to recount a shopping trip I made a couple of hours ago to (dramatic, slightly ominous fanfare: Dah, Dah, Dah, Daaah!), East Jerusalem.  This part of town, the Palestinian (actually called Arab) side is the portion of Jerusalem that was in the nation of Jordan (along with the West Bank) until the war in 1967 which ended with Israel occupying both the West Bank and East Jerusalem.

Living in an Ancient Place

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From the Bride’s Father’s Notebook – Day 2

From the Bride’s Father’s Notebook, Day 1

December 21, 2009

At Breakfast

We ate breakfast together this morning, eggs, bacon, toast.  My bride was raised with a strong sense of the sanctity of hot toast.  It’s a well-known, well-worn drill in our house: toast pops up, snatch it from the toaster, slather butter, cut down the middle, serve.  An early memory of my then future father-in-law was the urgency with which he performed this procedure, quickly, flawlessly, bim, bam, boom, done.  I remember toast frequently left over which someone (usually the strapping, young, still slender gent engaged to his daughter) eventually ate.  My wife has inherited this hot toast gene which exerted it’s influence this morning.  Continue reading

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Winter is Good, His Hoar Delights

Emily Dickinson

Winter is good — his Hoar Delights
Italic flavor yield
To Intellects inebriate
With Summer, or the World —

Generic as a Quarry
And hearty — as a Rose —
Invited with Asperity
But welcome when he goes.

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Bombay Letters 1, March 1998

Date:                Monday, March 2, 1998

Subject:           Finally a Letter!

Dear Family,

First, we are here, happy, and safe.   Second, our home number is 011‑91‑22‑386‑4444.  You can reach us at it for about two weeks or so until we get into our permanent place.  We are staying temporarily in a very nice two bedroom apartment and are waiting for a very nice three bedroom to be ready.  Third, forgive me/us for not getting something more substantive to you sooner.  Getting access to e‑mail, and then getting the incredibly slow and overcrowded system here to let one in has been rough.  I have attempted a message numerous times.  Hopefully this will make it.

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Superbowl at the General’s House

Sunday was a perfect day to get out with a blue sky, a bright sun and not too cold.  It was a perfect afternoon for our annual Superbowl visit to the General’s house.  We first went there on the High Feast of the Superbowl in 2008 and haven’t missed it since.  Of course, I’m referring to General Washington whose house, Mt. Vernon, is only eight miles down the road from where we live on the edge of Alexandria.

The General's House

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With Rue My Heart is Laden

A.E. Housman

With rue my heart is laden
For golden friends I had
For many a rose lipt maiden
And many a light foot lad.

By brooks too broad for leaping
The light-foot boys are laid
The rose-lipt girls are sleeping
in fields where roses fade.

(This is the first poem I memorized.  It’s also the one that inspired me to memorize poems in the first place.  The Karen Blixen (Isak Dinesen ) character in the movie Out of Africa refers to it at the end when she offers a toast (Light food Lads, Rose Lipt Girls) in the men’s club bar.

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City Stew

Buses coursed upstreet and down, shaking out people from many small towns adding flavor and spice to the already bubbling metropolis.

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Optimism Needs Light

January 2010 –  I planted 72 seeds today, lettuce, cabbage, spinach, bok choi.  I planted them in an indoor, domed seed starting flat I bought at Ace Hardware for $5.99 yesterday.  I planted seeds I bought last year.  The whole experiment is pretty safe, at least fiscally.  I’ve steeled myself for failure.  I’m especially concerned about getting enough light for the seedlings when they hatch, uh, I mean germinate.  (am I taking this too seriously?  personally?  too much invested?)

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