Lunar Eclipse/ Vulnerable Man

December 20, 2010

5:25 p.m. – The brilliant full moon rises before me, its perfectly full orb not far above the horizon above Washington, the alabaster city where I work.  From somewhere deep inside I feel the impulse to sing a song of praise, a hymn of joy, a greeting to the shining white face floating in the east.  Beautiful moon and sun risings and settings move me.  I wish I had a liturgy to greet the moon and mark the celestial show about to begin.

6:05 p.m. – How can reflected moonlight shine so brightly?  I’ve never understood it.  Though it’s completely dark and the moon is at least 45 degrees above the horizon, not appearing as large as even a few minutes ago, its stark, silver, reflection paints a path across the river.  I imagine I could read a book, it’s that bright.  I want to go down to the river and Continue reading

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About The Life Literary

What’s All This About?

The Life Literary is my workshop for word play and use.  It’s also where I note ways to live literarily.  Here I write, record, comment, list.  And play.  Walk around a workshop.  Find sawdust piles, half-finished objects , split wood, bent nails and maybe a rare, lovely find.

The Life Literary’s point is getting it out there.  Its point is writing regularly.  Its point is working to write excellently.  On this blank sheet I will make a good faith effort to set words down nicely and interestingly.  I’m amazed at a sentence or paragraph that I think is pretty doggone good can later look, after a few hours or days, pretty doggone average or worse.  But I won’t know till it’s out there, and The Life Literary gives me the forum to make it public, to stop putting off publishing until it’s perfect, but to make it as good as I can at the moment, maybe sometimes very good, maybe sometimes less so, but always putting the pen on the paper and moving on from there.  This is my chance not to care about or use as an excuse what real or imagined critics might say, but simply to write what I want.  And maybe some of them will nudge or kick me to improve what needs it.

It finally started coming together…

Over the last few years, I started doing some things I now realize fit a lifelong pattern.  A couple years ago I started memorizing poems and am up to about 55 now.  Over nearly seventeen years, my family created unique, literary, word and theme-playing Christmas cards received by family and friends with puzzlement and delight, consternation and anticipation.  I also collect epitaphs.  These things and many others, add depth and fun to my life.  I call it living literarily.  Doing these things and more, I’ve made my life a little more ennobling and used literary ways to stay a tad above the fray.  And I’ve had and still have a great time living this way.

I’m looking for another word besides literary.  That handsome, proud word has a forbidding ring to it, as if things literary were mostly in the realm of the writer, the teacher, the book critic; the professional literary person.  I’ve read books all my life, written letters and essays about exotic places I’ve lived, but I never would have called myself literary, at least professionally, nor do I yet.  I dearly want to be that, want to write, publish a novel, a collection of essays, or a smaller piece in The New Yorker.  Being literary was a goal I hadn’t reached and I had a sneaking suspicion I never would.

…the goal is the journey.

Then I realized that life isn’t just about arriving but also about getting there.  So what that I’m not a professional literary person?  I can still act literarily, can’t I?  Even more, I started to realize that many of the things I do for fun, or in my spare time have to do with living life with a literary approach.  In fact, I would say that I think and act and do many different things literarily.  And it’s dawned on me that being this way in different ways every day lifts me up, boosts my flagging spirit, and sometimes even makes me laugh out loud.

Take ‘er out for a spin?

I was reading a blog about meaning and religion and was struck by the author’s point (that includes a Herman Melville quote) that ”the meaning that one finds in a life dedicated to ‘the wife, the heart, the bed, the table, the saddle, the fire-side, the country,’” is basic and fundamental.   I am finding that living these actions literarily sets them in a context that infuses such basic survival tasks with a spice, a flavor, a delight.

Thus, this blog.  I’m going to write about things I do and see and think.  Gonna share some ideas for ways to live literarily, road-tested ideas that are worth taking out for a spin yourself.  I intend to play with words, develop my voice, my ear, and promote pausing, thinking a bit more deeply, writing a bit more thoughtfully.

Help Yourself

I’ll be serving new wine with aged (and use what’s turned to vinegar for salad dressing).  Be my guest!  Pour yourself a glass and take a drink.

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The Five Dollar Christmas Deal

(Our Christmas 2007 letter)

December 2007

The Five Dollar Christmas Deal

It’s 6 a.m. on a cold, December Saturday morning and I’m fixing coffee and oatmeal.  I still find it hard to believe my wife is in Bali, Indonesia.  I should get over it.  She’s supporting the American delegation (her assignment at the Department of State is to provide administrative support to U.S. delegations at various international conferences… in October she went to Paris and I joined her for a long weekend) to the Climate Control Talks going on there now.  I shouldn’t complain but gosh do I miss her.

Bundled against the windy damp, I begin my early morning walk.  My destination: the Alexandria Market, a 250 year old local tradition.  Here, a community garden lies fallow, awaiting spring and a new cycle of life.  There, I see colonial era homes with wreaths on doors and finely planted front yards of boxwood, herbs, and fading mums, stately sentinels of the fall just past.  And everywhere, friendly Alexandrians out walking their dogs greet me.

I still wonder how we ended up in this historic place.  Alexandria, Virginia, founded in 1746, wears its beautifully preserved, vital, lived-in, Colonial-era Old Town on its sleeve.  Every Saturday morning walking to the market, I enjoy  Continue reading

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Grab a Festive Bunch

Fantastic statement.  I love the direct tone, the active voice, the spare word use.

At the market yesterday I purchased a lovely bouquet of evergreens and dried flowers not because I needed more live Christmas decorations (I bought those last week), but because of the sign: Grab a Festive Bunch.  I smiled at the invitation I knew I wouldn’t refuse.  The festive bunch sellers, very nice people who own an herb farm, have sold me most of the herb plants in my garden.  They also generously hand out friendly smiles and greetings to all who stop at their aromatic table.  No surprise they communicated good cheer with four sweet, well-placed words: grab a festive bunch.   So I grabbed.  And yes, it is festive.

A literary moment in the market enriched writer and reader leaving both a little more cheerful than they were before.

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With George at Sunrise

Commuting to the District for work these three years starting most days from a bus stop within sight of the Potomac, I’ve seen many lovely sunrises over the river, and almost every one makes me think of the Father of our Nation.  This morning, through a gap between two buildings, I saw for the hundredth time a beautiful sunrise over the Potomac.  Every time it’s different.  Every time it’s beautiful.  Every time I think, Washington built his house so he could face that view every day.  This morning, the horizon’s edge is  pinkish, the colors reflected in the smooth flowing river.  The sun also daubs pink on the high canopy of clouds the color stretching almost to the far western edge.  Today the approaching sun is a painter, brushing the palette’s colors far from where he slowly emerges into the day.  As I watch, the painting grows: orange, amber, gold where sky meets the trees on the far side, then the canvas stretching up, first pinks, then deep mauves, and finally, steely ocean blues directly above.

Several blocks down the street, from the bus I see the sun has painted the steeple’s top, a bright wash of white that stands out in the dim, early dawn churchyard.  This was George’s church, about nine miles from his beloved home overlooking the river.  You can still sit in the Washington’s family pew.

Watching the sun rise, though I admire him for what he accomplished, I admire him more for what he was willing to give up to accomplish it.

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Literary Wannabe Puts Kibosh

I’m reading a first edition Updike I picked up for a buck a few months ago from a used-book sale.  The Coup is a delightfully typical Updike, lush and substantial like a thick, perfectly marbled prime-rib: juicy, rich, tasty, a pleasure to savor.  Most of the action of this Cold-War era story takes place in an impoverished, drought-stricken African nation whose president is both the leader of the Islamic/Marxist revolution that overthrew the monarchy, and the narrator.   I enjoy rich word-use, vivid descriptions and clever juxapositions which is why I liked the book.  Like other Updike, it illustrated the foibles, contradictions, and maybe even dangers of 1950s and 60s middle American society’s wealth, prejudices and suppressed sexuality.

One of my favorite scenes is the (black African) narrator’s  reminiscence of dinner at his (white, American) girlfriend’s family’s house.  The narrator has already described the white overstuffed furniture set in the perfectly arranged suburban livingroom.  Now, this second look hits home. Continue reading

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Good Ole Fashioned Linear Thinking

(If possible, I edit and re-read every bit of communication, every email and letter I send.  Even trivial or routine emails, to my my wife, my children, my parents, a friend, I go over, trying to tighten the language, fix the grammar, and add a bit of humor or elegance or elegant humor, to make it more readable.  I doubt anyone will ever publish my correspondence, but I get joy writing as if someday, someone might.  I wrote the following email to an online collaboration specialist in the organization I work for about an online archiving and collaboration site I will be setting up for my office.)

Dear ____,

Thanks for sending this info. I’m looking forward to designing (collaboratively) a Desk Officer SharePoint site/template.  I’m starting to write down the elements I think it would need.  What I especially want is some help setting it up and making it look good.  Also, I’d like to discuss issues of taxonomy and metadata.  For example, is the particular document an action memo or a meeting request for a Principal? Actually, it’s both and maybe even fits another category or two.  The puzzle: how to name and archive it so it’s not lost forever but easily findable now and by future generations of officers.

In my last office some considered me a SP power user.  From scratch, I set up a site for collaborating on and storing documents.  I remember creating one workpage for historic documents and another for current documents.  Does that sentence suggest to you when I was educated?  It illustrates what I call linear thinking, a pre-Internet construct. Throughout my education, kindergarten to Masters, I searched for books in libraries using card catalogues.  I call how my children (raised in the online era) think, spherical.  A single word or link can lead in many different directions, even on different planes. The problem with how I named those two pages: at some point, a current document becomes finished, instantly becoming historic.  Like I was going to transfer that document from one “shelf” to another?  Clearly, not a useful taxonomy.

I look forward to sitting down with you and whoever else it makes sense to include, and plan how to make this happen.  It was nice meeting you last week and I look forward to seeing this project happen.

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Come Get High With Us…

(One way I live literarily is to write event invitations with puns, double entendres, rhymes, and whatever other literary devices sound good to me at the moment.  Here is the invitation I sent out for my wife’s birthday party.  This email isn’t a major (or minor) work of art, will likely never be published, but I took a little extra time to think through it and make it sound humorous, though at spots a little cheesy.  Sometimes, cheesy is the right thing to do.  And while Washington wasn’t a literary figure, using an historic person or event or place as an element or theme of a party adds a nice dimension.)

Come get high with us…

…as we celebrate _____’s birthday this Sunday.

The festivities, at which we will honor a truly monumental lady, begin at 2:45 on Sunday, December 12.  We’ll gather at the base of the Washington Monument looking up to the top like we look up to ____.  Then together, taking deep breaths and possibly holding them for a few seconds, we will get very high, ascending that famous obelisk to mark her fifty-second birthday.  How appropriate that we honor a big-picture person by getting a monument’s-eye view of Washington.  How apt to spend time in the structure honoring the Father of our Nation to honor the Mother of my Children.  How right/ to ascend that height/ to note _____/ a delight.

Imagine our excitement, entering the lifts at the base, then going up, up, up, higher and higher, toward the end, almost to the top, and, finally, finally: BURSTING forth from the elevators, the sense of joy and relief palpable as we take it all in.

She asked for a low-key birthday party, but this Sunday, she’s gonna soar (and us with her).

After we all settle down a bit and take the tour we descend again to earth, to Alexandria, to Casa ______ for one of her favorite sorts of meals.  There’ll be no sitting at the table, plates before us, napkins on our laps, oh no, but rather we’ll graze on ample appetizers, ‘eavy hors d’oevers, substantial snacks.  And we’ll wash ’em all down with beverages hard and soft, fermented and still.

And of course a dessert that will take the cake!

A coupla things:
-This ain’t a surprise.  She’s privy.
– I know the distance to travel here and the timing will make it difficult or impossible for some of you to attend.  I wanted to let you know about it anyway.  Forgive the shortish notice.
– Let me know if you’re coming.  I’ve already reserved some of the fabulously expensive tickets for the Monumental Tour, but want to know if I need to order a few more.

See you on the Mall at the Monument on Sunday!

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Wreaths on the Treasury

Today I saw wreaths, evergreen circles with red-ribbon bows, tied by more wide, red ribbon to each gray pillar of the imposing, stony facade of the U.S. Treasury building.

The Treasury of the United States of America: the payer of my government employee paycheck, the payee of my tax checks.  The forbidding arbiter, conserver, and nexus of this great power’s vast wealth, hung with these simple symbols of ancient faiths: the evergreen  hope that the days would stop getting shorter and colder, that crop and animal nurturing warmth would return, and of the newer, pagan co-opting celebration of life in the midst of icy death, God born to share our life and die, but cheat death and live.

The festive green-pillared circles jar, shake, look at me, unblinking eyes, staring me down, judging, asking: Do you buy this wreath on treasury, little on big, simple on complex, honest on lie?

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Juxtaposition

Look for things that don’t belong together.  Put words side by side that wouldn’t otherwise be together.  Notice or create unexpected image or word  partnerships.

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